ZEAHLOT

Zeahlot

A Journey of 4,000 Lives

Over the last 12 generations, spanning roughly 400 years, it took a total of 4,094 ancestors for me to be born. My existence is the result of a vast, doubling geometric progression that connects me to the past: 2 Parents, 4 Grandparents, 8 Great-grandparents, 16 Second great-grandparents.

I honor each and every one of them as part of my story.

My late grandmother Dominga is my chosen spirit guide. She has been for a while now. She tells me my gifts are part of my inheritance from my maternal lineage.

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until you identify the pattern, you are the pattern.

My late grandmother Dominga is my chosen spirit guide. She has been for a while now. She tells me my gifts are part of my inheritance from my maternal lineage.

My biological sisters also carry these gifts, passed down through the feminine of our bloodline, but they’ve chosen not to develop them. Not yet. I see the potential in them. I know it’s there. But potential is only that, until it's nurtured with consciousness and care.

That’s why my grandmother Dominga gave me overtime in this lifetime.

To be a cycle breaker.

To create change in generational patterns that went unnoticed, unspoken, unfelt. Patterns that rot beneath the silence.

Her first assignment? Understand the patterns that no one wants to recognize. Feel what no one dares to feel. So it can be healed.

I chose to do both. And I chose to speak on it.

The audacity I carry, the courage I embody, to name what I see in my family... it’s wild. So wild, I became the truth teller. The kind of truth teller that gets you exiled from dysfunctional family unions.

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Dominga Aguilar

maternal grandmother

Maternal Lineage

My grandmother Dominga comes to me in dreams, in quiet reflections, sometimes through women who channel her messages for me.

The most recent pattern she revealed cracked open a chain that had bound five generations of women in my bloodline.

The belief:

“To be loved, I must shrink or beg.”

My great-grandmother: A widow with three young children. R*ped by her brother-in-law while living in her sister's home after her husband passed.

When she told her sister, she was not believed. She was discarded. Put out on the street with my grandfather in her womb. Invisible. Surviving.

Bernada Salarza

paternal great-grandmother

Guillermina Campos

maternal great-grandmother

My grandmother:
A virgin in her early twenties.
R*ped by the man who would be her husband.
Married to him not out of love, but out of shame, because she was now “ruined” for any other man.
She hid her pregnancy and passed on that shame to her unborn child - my mother.

My mother:
Pregnant at 18,
In love with a man who loved many.
Unmarried, ashamed.
Hiding her pregnancy until the eighth month.
Shrinking, making herself small, hoping to be chosen.

My sister:
18 and pregnant.
Hid it from our mother until the third month.
Beaten by her child’s father.
Left for dead at eight months pregnant.
She shrinks to survive.

My niece:
My sister’s daughter.
Pregnant at 24.
Hid it too.
The father cheats and lies.
She gives birth without a partner, wondering how she ended up there.
She shrinks, still begging to be loved.

Guillermina Campos

maternal great-grandmother

Five generations of women shrinking, hiding, trying to be loved through silence and survival. I chose different.

My second sight is my inheritance.
My voice is my gift.
My healing is my rebellion.
My grandmother in spirit confirms this.
I speak with them,
but I do not repeat them.
I speak on it.
I speak through it.
I speak beyond it.

I chose to identify the pattern so I would no longer be the pattern.

the pattern ends with me.

And that is how legacies are rewritten.

Bertha Hernandez Campos

maternal great-aunt

Bertha Hernandez Campos

Paternal Lineage

My Roots

2nd great grandmother

3rd great grandmother

great grandmother

Ancestral Regions of My Lineage

Indigenous americas

North American

59.6%

european

Portuguese & Galician

8%

Basque

4.2%

Andalusian, Asturian & Castilian

17.8%

Western Europe

Swiss, Southwestern German & Western Austrian

1.4%

west african

Senegambian & Guinean

1.6%

greek & balkan

source: DNA testing via ancestory.com and 23andme.com

Western mediterranean islands

Sardinia

0.2%

Southern Mesoamerican

0.8%

Central & Eastern European

Czech, Hungarian, Slovak & Southern Polish

0.5%

Russian

0.3%

Ashkenazi jewish

0.5%

Bulgarian, Romanian, & Moldovan

0.4%

northern east africa

Sudanese

0.1%

Ghanaian, Liberian, & Sierra Leonean

0.4%

congolese & southern east african

Angolan & Congolese

0.9%

northern west asian

Iranian, Caucasian & Mesopotamian

0.5%

arab, egyptian & levantine

Egyptian & Southern Levantine

0.3%

2%

0.8%

Spanish & Portuguese

31.3%

34.6%

60.4%

Canary Islander

1.3%

sub-Saharan african

3%

western asian & north african

2%

North African

1.2%

Ancestral Regions of My Lineage

Indigineous americas

North American

59.6%

spanish & portuguese

Portuguese & Galician

8%

Basque

4.2%

Andalusian, Asturian & Galician

17.8%

Canary Islander

1.3%

source: DNA testing via ancestory.com and 23andme.com

Ancestral Regions of My Lineage

60.4%

Southern Mesoamerican

0.8%

european

34.6%

Western Europe

Swiss, Southwestern German & Western Austrian

1.4%

31.3%

Central & Eastern European

Czech, Hungarian, Slovak & Southern Polish

0.5%

Russian

0.3%

0.8%

Ashkenazi Jewish

0.5%

Greek & Balkan

Bulgarian, Romanian & Moldovan

0.4%

Western mediterranean islands

Sardinia

0.2%

West African

Senegambian & Guinean

1.6%

Ghanaian, Liberian & Sierra Leonean

0.4%

sub-saharan african

3%

Congolese & southern east african

Angolan & Congolese

0.9%

2%

northern east africa

Sudanese

0.1%

north african

western asian & north african

2%

northern west asian

Iranian, Caucasian & Mesopotamian

0.5%

1.2%

arab, egyptian & levantine

Egyptian & Southern Levantine

0.3%

My Roots

2nd great grandmother

3rd great grandmother

great grandmother

Discover the roots that shaped you

Exploring your lineage is about understanding who you are today with greater depth and meaning. If you've ever felt curious about where you come from, like I did, this is your invitation to connect with that part of your story.

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My Ancestors

Bernada Salarza

great-grandmother

Manuel Portillo

great-grandfather

Juliana Portillo
Salazar

grandmother

Manuel Lopez

grandfather

Paula Hernandez

great-grandmother

Felix Lopez

great-grandfather

Octaviano Lopez
Portillo

father

Paternal Lineage

Bernada Salarza

Great-grandmother

Manuel Portillo

Great-grandfather

Juliana Portillo
Salazar

Grandmother

Manuel Lopez

Grandfather

Paula Hernandez

Great-grandmother

Felix Lopez

Great-grandfather

Octaviano Lopez
Portillo

Father

Maternal Lineage

Claudio Aguilar

great-grandmother

Gloria Viveros Mora de Aguilar

great-grandfather

Dominga Aguilar Mora de Campos

grandmother

Enrique Campos Gomez

grandfather

Jeronimo Campos

great-grandmother

Guillermina Gomez

great-grandfather

Ana Bertha Campos Aguilar de Lopez

mother

Jeronimo Gomez

great-grandmother

Guillermina Campos

great-grandfather

Gloria Mora de Aguilar

Maternal Lineage

Claudio Aguilar

Great-grandmother

Gloria Mora de Aguilar

Great-grandfather

Dominga Aguilar mora de Campos

Grandmother

Enrique Campos

Grandfather

Jeronimo Gomez

great-grandmother

Guillermina Campos

great-grandfather

Ana Bertha Campos Aguilar de Lopez

Mother

Jeronimo Gomez

Great-grandmother

Guillermina Campos

Great-grandfather

Gloria viveros Mora de Aguilar

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Consciously Chosen Family

90%

My great grandmother Dominga comes to me in dreams, in quiet reflections, sometimes through women who channel her messages for me.

The most recent pattern she revealed cracked open a chain that had bound five generations of women in my bloodline.

The belief:.

“To be loved, I must shrink or beg.”

My great-grandmother: A widow with three young children. R*ped by her brother-in-law while living in her sister's home after her husband passed.

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